Someone get me a gun!!!!

SHOOT ME NOW PLEASE!!!!

For the PAST WEEK I have been working on a master to do list that my boss's boss wants us to do. Its a huge excel spreadsheet which lists all open files, their status, etc. One workbook. One sheet with my files listed and one with my boss's. We each update our own but keep it in one book. SHE SAVED OVER IT WITH A DIFFERENT SPREADSHEET SHE HAS BEEN WORKING ON BY MISTAKE. I am gonna have to start all over. I cannot even fricking believe it. Shoot me now, please!!!!!!

I hate doing things over. Its SUCH a pet peeve of mine!!!!!

Mommy goes to Work

Exactly one week from tomorrow I will be heading to work and dropping my three and a half month old daughter at daycare in the process. The idea of it is simply breaking my heart into itty bitty pieces. Realistically, I know that there is no other way for my family to live the way we do without adding my income to the mix. Realistically, I know that I am lucky that my place of employment offers onsite daycare and that its just perfect that my daughter will be placed there, near me, where I can visit her during the day. Emotionally, however, this is going to be an incredible adjustment. The first week, especially, from what I hear from those of my buddies who are mommies with children in daycare.

Last week, I as an emotional wreck about it. This week I am a little better. I am adjusting to the idea very slowly and I know that I will not fully be adjusted until it happens and I have my own little crying jag in my cubicle at work. But for now, anticipation is everything and its making me crazy...

See ya next week - when I join the ranks of the working mom.